so, she's back..
Aug. 10th, 2000 10:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skreidleKristy's back in town.. finally got to see her for the first time since january or so.. and i'm not sure how i feel. seeing her again reminds me (futilely, of course) of what we had lo those many many months ago (ended last october), and then i see one of her photos from Australia of her current b/f (who she's been with since last november or so) when he went to visit..
So I'm happy to see her, but feeling a touch depressed by nostalgia..
hrm.
oh, and then throw in the conversations i've been having with Jen lately--she being the one i dated long-distance twice for a combined year total, and the only girl i've actually been in love with.. whose current b/f (of well over a year) basically ignores her and doesn't treat her like she's something important to him.. so she was thinking back to her first kiss (me), about 4 years ago.. and to the guy who cared deeply for her even tho he was hundreds of miles away (again, me).. so then i get to thinking about those, and overall it just kinda sucks..
So I'm happy to see her, but feeling a touch depressed by nostalgia..
hrm.
oh, and then throw in the conversations i've been having with Jen lately--she being the one i dated long-distance twice for a combined year total, and the only girl i've actually been in love with.. whose current b/f (of well over a year) basically ignores her and doesn't treat her like she's something important to him.. so she was thinking back to her first kiss (me), about 4 years ago.. and to the guy who cared deeply for her even tho he was hundreds of miles away (again, me).. so then i get to thinking about those, and overall it just kinda sucks..
